One woman's journey to "find herself" after years of being lost.
Things I must do to complete the journey
My career...(Do somthing I love, not for Min. wage)
My Depression...(Forgiveness & Finding Joy)
My Spirituality...(learn to talk to God again)
My Lonliness...(Get yourself out there!!)
My Passion...(Enhance things I enjoy)
My Body...(make-up, clothes, hair)
My talents...(music, writing)
My health...(exercise)
My weight...(diet)
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Half Full......
Got a spurt of energy today. The sun was out and I was focused. I took out the trash, did the dishes, threw in a load of laundry & even sat down to work on an old screenplay. Maybe tomorrow I can start looking for a new job :P
"...if you work hard, and you're kind, amazing things will happen, I'm telling you, amazing things will happen, it's just true!!..." --Conan O'Brien 1-22-10
What is this blog about?
I have been hurt. I have been depressed. I have gone down to depths in my life so deep that I didn't ever think I could get back up. People are amazed that I am still standing on my own 2 feet. But, although I am alive...I am not living. I am dead inside.
What does this life all mean? What am I here for? Have I wasted the first 28 years of my existence? Have I accomplished nothing?
Until Conan O'brien's speech last Friday night, I was confused as to if I should have ever existed in the first place. But, he was beaten, he was down. And, he stayed strong for the people around him, and they loved him for that.
I need to focus on areas in my life to improve them, and I need to start doing things that I love so that I can enjoy this mortal existence for a few more years. I need to help myself so that I can help others. And, I need to find and use my talents to bring joy into other people's lives in order to complete the circle.
By doing this, I will have fulfilled the reason I am here. Please cheer me on along the way COCOnuts and fellow bloggers. Let the journey begin!!
Good luck!!
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