.........and now they're killing me...............
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"...if you work hard, and you're kind, amazing things will happen, I'm telling you, amazing things will happen, it's just true!!..." --Conan O'Brien 1-22-10
One woman's journey to "find herself" after years of being lost.
Things I must do to complete the journey
- My career...(Do somthing I love, not for Min. wage)
- My Depression...(Forgiveness & Finding Joy)
- My Spirituality...(learn to talk to God again)
- My Lonliness...(Get yourself out there!!)
- My Passion...(Enhance things I enjoy)
- My Body...(make-up, clothes, hair)
- My talents...(music, writing)
- My health...(exercise)
- My weight...(diet)
MY HERO
"...if you work hard, and you're kind, amazing things will happen, I'm telling you, amazing things will happen, it's just true!!..." --Conan O'Brien 1-22-10
What is this blog about?
I have been hurt. I have been depressed. I have gone down to depths in my life so deep that I didn't ever think I could get back up. People are amazed that I am still standing on my own 2 feet. But, although I am alive...I am not living. I am dead inside.
What does this life all mean? What am I here for? Have I wasted the first 28 years of my existence? Have I accomplished nothing?
Until Conan O'brien's speech last Friday night, I was confused as to if I should have ever existed in the first place. But, he was beaten, he was down. And, he stayed strong for the people around him, and they loved him for that.
I need to focus on areas in my life to improve them, and I need to start doing things that I love so that I can enjoy this mortal existence for a few more years. I need to help myself so that I can help others. And, I need to find and use my talents to bring joy into other people's lives in order to complete the circle.
By doing this, I will have fulfilled the reason I am here. Please cheer me on along the way COCOnuts and fellow bloggers. Let the journey begin!!
--Harmony
1-31-10
What does this life all mean? What am I here for? Have I wasted the first 28 years of my existence? Have I accomplished nothing?
Until Conan O'brien's speech last Friday night, I was confused as to if I should have ever existed in the first place. But, he was beaten, he was down. And, he stayed strong for the people around him, and they loved him for that.
I need to focus on areas in my life to improve them, and I need to start doing things that I love so that I can enjoy this mortal existence for a few more years. I need to help myself so that I can help others. And, I need to find and use my talents to bring joy into other people's lives in order to complete the circle.
By doing this, I will have fulfilled the reason I am here. Please cheer me on along the way COCOnuts and fellow bloggers. Let the journey begin!!
--Harmony
1-31-10
About Me
- forever_harmony
- Lincoln City, Oregon, United States
- 28 years old, currently lives in Oregon
WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteDarling Harmony. I realize im getting at this late, but I love and support you. Your past cannot dictate who you are. You need to get up everyday and live and find your meaning. I dont follow anyone for no good reason...dont make me get coco into this because you know i will find a way for him to hunt you down. Dont be so hard on yourself. perhaps take a week without computers and do a self clensing on your spirit. you are no failure by any means XOXO
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